22:33
It’s only halfway through the year and I already regret everything. I’ve got myself invested in a relationship which, sure, is really great, but not when I’m going down this fucking road again and no one knows. It’s sucks when you can’t tell anyone how you feel, because they’ve all got much more important things going on than attempting to fix the broken girl once more. But the broken girl is always here to help. No matter what I’m always there and I like it. I love helping people through their problems, because it makes me feel better about wanting to leave. It makes me feel better because I know these people won’t have too many problems when I’m gone. But most the time I’m the problem. Because I’m the one in the middle, I’m the one trying to actually have emotions instead of being completely empty inside. God I wish I could sleep forever and wake up where no one knows me. Would be so much easier that way.