love
i’m going back again it’s happening again and i don’t know how i’m going to cope i wish i had someone who could hold me someone who could kiss me and tell me everything is going to be okay, because they’re here and they’re not leaving i wish i didn’t keep slipping into this this empty hole it’s dark and lonely down here and no one can hear me cry but i like it because i can cry and no one will know i don’t want anyone to know it makes them unhappy and i don’t like that i just want to be happy without bothering anyone for happiness i hate having to latch myself onto people who will eventually leave people always leave because they find someone who isn’t broken does anyone even read these anymore i like being able to say how i feel without people telling me something’s wrong i don’t like not being able to cry before it gets dark so that my family don’t see i hate being so dramatic and dumb and feeling like this i shouldn’t feel like this and i