20:36

i told you i was looking for some empathy
well you fooled me
just a touch
and a thought
and i was gone
and now someones gonna get to know the better you
when i was supposed to 
oh why did it have to be you

i guess now the next time there's an opportunity
i'll tread more carefully
my heart's running out of sellotape
you know how is it i've never felt this way before
oh i was so sure
oh it wasn't gonna be you

why do all the red flags
just look like so much fun
i have a habit
of searching for the damage
to share my love

i promise to be numb
but somehow you are the one
now to unwind
months of a good time

people will tell me that i'm messing up
and it isn't love
and i'm secretly hoping they are right
because
whatever this is it is wonderful
but non functional
oh i really hope i don't love you

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